Opening Up After Life's Traumatic Experiences

Life after childhood cancer, abuse, family addictions, death of my son, suicide of my husband, and more.

My Blogs

  • Can You Relate?- Blog #31

    Some days I get asked if I’m having a bad day. For some reason that question will trigger the worst of days. My initial thought is “Do I look like I’m having a bad day?” Then my thoughts will turn to “Do you really think any day could be considered a ‘good’ day?” And then…

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  • Planning for Happiness-Blog #30

    What is my purpose in this world? Could everyone have a specific purpose? Walking in public, I look around at people, it’s tough to believe that every single person on this earth is here for a reason. But I suppose… each person has their lineage, their devotion to what is important to them, and with…

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  • Remember Ryan – Blog #29

    This month is the toughest month! I hate that it brings another year to my grief, never giving respite to my relentless pain. The monster called grief that I somehow have tamed to just show itself when I choose, comes out of hiding as we enter July. This monster doesn’t just hide here or there,…

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  • 12 Months – Blog #28

    My grief for Ryan is felt with every experience, good and bad. Last week I gained a new granddaughter, and I am so overcome with the abundance of love I have for her. I can’t stop wondering how I can feel so much love with such a broken heart.  As I ponder the last 12…

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  • Saying Goodbye to Dad – Blog #27

    I always knew the day would come when I would have to say goodbye to my dad. No matter how much I tried to prepare for this loss, it still hurts so bad. He was my daddy and I love him so very much. I always have. The last 10 years of his life he…

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  • Good Enough – Blog #26

    “The most important day is the day you decide you’re good enough for you. It’s the day you set yourself free.” – Brittany Josephina How does it feel to believe you’re good enough? I struggle believing that I am not good enough. My insecurities aren’t about whether I am liked or not, it is about…

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